History on repeat

This isn’t a spiritual manual.

It’s an invitation to awareness.

Not to angels, frequencies or channelling — though it can go that far and further — but to your own eyes and heart. To see what’s really here. To realise that what passes for “life as usual” isn’t how life is supposed to be.

The Script We’ve Been Fed

We’ve been conditioned to believe that control sits only in the hands of “higher-ups,” that they protect us, build for us, decide for us. But history — his story — tells a different truth. Wars built faith in saviours. Policies built trust in systems. Yet the threats have become translucent, the narratives obvious. The game is clearer now: “We feed you fear, then offer to fix it.”

History supports this. It’s just more obvious now. We’ve seen it play out on a loop — 9/11, Covid, the “crises” that appear on cue. Each time, the pattern repeats: fear, division, villain, saviour.

But what are the wars really for? Does anybody actually know? Or do we only know what we are told? If we lived in the countries we’re at war with, would the script flip and the West become the villain?

We devour what we’re told. “They’re a threat.” “They’re the enemy.” It’s rammed down our throats until it feels true. Deflection. Projection. Which way is up? Who do we trust? Usually the loudest voice — the one with the biggest microphone.

Seeing Beyond “Good vs Evil”

We’re told Russian and Chinese governments are dictatorships. To us, that’s diabolical. But how do we know? Is it fact — or just what we’ve been told? When do we start to question it?

And yes, we also know that certain governments and religions allow things we could never morally accept: child marriage, genital mutilation, rigid gender roles, sanctions on basic freedoms. Those practices exist. They’re real.

But remember — this information, too, is filtered through “higher-ups” who in many cases are guilty of parallel abuses under different names. What we’re offered is not a full picture; it’s a curated story. The truth lives in discernment, not in headlines.

Consciousness Without a Costume

I’m not turning my back on spirituality.

I’ve questioned it, stretched it, flipped it on its head. Living “spiritually” can sometimes strip away your individuality — but it can also be a rocket-fuelled mirror, showing you where you’ve been conditioned to play small. I came here to be human. And a conscious human? That’s a whole different experience — one that doesn’t require robes, light codes or a new vocabulary.

Being conscious doesn’t have to look mystical. It can be as simple as feeling that knot in your stomach when a policy is announced, or catching yourself before you click “accept” on yet another term and condition. It’s the moment you pause and whisper: “This isn’t right. This isn’t freedom.” That’s consciousness, too.

Discernment in the Silence

The truth isn’t found in the noise. It’s in the quiet moment when you step back from the feed, put down the phone, and feel into your body. What rises up? Tightness? Relief? Nausea? Clarity?

Discernment is a full-body sense, not just a mental one. Quiet the noise. Listen to your whole self — not just the story you’ve been fed. Ask: What actually feels right? Not what you’ve been told is right.

For my spiritual readers: yes, keep your rituals, your candles, your crystals. They can be beautiful tools. But don’t let them become blinders. Awareness is not a membership club; it’s a birthright. Consciousness isn’t reserved for a chosen few. It’s available to everyone — sceptics, seekers, neighbours, family, strangers on the bus.

Reclaiming the Present

The truth is in plain sight. It always has been. You see it in the slogans. In the way each “new” crisis arrives like clockwork. In the speeches that sound different but echo the same script. In the systems that promise change but deliver the same cage in a different colour.

So, ask yourself: is this really democracy? Can any political party genuinely change anything, or are they performing for the same stage? These are not cynical questions. They are the first breath of awakening.

You don’t need to adopt my beliefs to start seeing. Just look. Feel. Question. Notice how trust was built, how saviours were manufactured. Remember that you are not a character in their script — you’re the one holding the pen.

This isn’t just history. This is the present. And it’s yours to reclaim.