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Fast track to Psychosis
....but youre not losing your mind. Discard the noise. The opinions, the spins, the partisan deflections, the "we already knew" shrugs, the calls for boycotts that fade, the resignations that feel like theater. Discard it all. Go within. Sit with yourself. Breathe into the ache. What do you actually feel about this? The files are out—3.5 million pages, 2,000 videos, 180,000 images dropped January 30, 2026, on the DOJ portal under the Epstein Files Transparency Act. Names of t
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5 days ago2 min read


Forgive and Forget?
In every relationship — friendship, family bond, romance, all of it — something can start to feel uneasy. A pause where there used to be ease. A boundary where there used to be flow. A heaviness where lightness once lived. You feel it instantly. Connection has terms again. Terms rarely spoken with the clarity of truth. We like to believe everything is unconditional — that “good people love without limits.” Real life is less poetic. Humans carry loyalties, exhaustion, fear, ol
rhiannatodd85
Nov 23, 20254 min read


The Final Word: Why We All Secretly Want to Leave a Gift Behind
Do you ever notice that at the end of a conversation, there’s a little tug — like you need to say one more thing? Not necessarily something big or groundbreaking. Just… something. A soft agreement. A gentle insight. A casual, “completely get what you’re saying.” It’s not always conscious. It’s not about being right or needing to be heard. It’s more like an internal itch — a feeling that leaving without leaving something behind is incomplete. Like the silence might swallow the
rhiannatodd85
Nov 19, 20252 min read


Desensitised (Part 2)
Remembering How to Feel Again The re-entry into emotion, connection, and embodied consciousness. --- 1 – The Re-Entry When the universe wants you to understand something, it personalises the lesson. After weeks of downloads about collective numbness, I thought I had the message filed neatly away. Then Spirit smiled and said, “Not yet—you haven’t felt it.” The translation came through a pair of eyes. A conversation I would normally have stepped away from—politics, history,
rhiannatodd85
Oct 30, 20254 min read


The Remembering
The Remembering: Manifestation as Our Native Language 1. The Forgotten Art Somewhere along the way, we were taught that reality happens to us. That luck, policy, or divine hierarchy decide who thrives and who merely survives. But before the noise, before the systems, humanity spoke another language—the language of Manifestation. It wasn’t taught in books; it pulsed in the body. Every thought was a brushstroke, every emotion a hue, every belief a beam of structure forming in t
rhiannatodd85
Oct 30, 20252 min read


No Such Thing as Coincidence
There comes a point on the awakening path when life stops feeling random. Moments line up like constellations, each one shining you were always meant to see this. The song that plays, the glance that lingers, the person who appears just after you’ve whispered a question into the universe — it all begins to feel choreographed. Coincidence becomes too deliberate to dismiss. --- Divine Timing or Resonance We call it divine timing, but really it’s resonance — energy recognizing e
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Oct 22, 20252 min read


The Alchemy of self love
A lesson in turning lightning into light. --- There are days when nostalgia visits. It echoes around the walls in the form of a song, a scent, a memory that doesn’t belong to this timeline but still knows my name. Sometimes those moments remind me of when life first cracked open and I saw behind the veil — when everything shimmered with meaning, and love felt like magic wearing a human face. Back then, connection was lightning — sudden, transformative. It burned away what was
rhiannatodd85
Oct 16, 20254 min read


Desensitised (Part 1)
Part 1 — How Humanity Forgot to Feel Tracing the soul’s numbness through media, memory, and modernity. --- Prologue There are shadows we’re aware of but choose not to step into. Humming quietly at the edges of consciousness—wars, governments, systems, and stories written by hands we can’t see. For years, I kept my distance. I told myself my work was in the light: in healing, ancestry, energy—the invisible threads that hold us together. But the universe doesn’t let you ignore
rhiannatodd85
Oct 16, 20255 min read


Living the Drafts
I haven't written much recently, and I used to panic when that happened. I’d scroll through half-finished blogs, folders of notes,...
rhiannatodd85
Oct 7, 20252 min read


A Note to You. To Me. To Us.
💫 A Note to You. To Me. To Us. Sometimes the world teaches us to hold too much — expectations, memories, mistakes, comparisons. We...
rhiannatodd85
Oct 6, 20251 min read


History on repeat
This isn’t a spiritual manual. It’s an invitation to awareness. Not to angels, frequencies or channelling — though it can go that far and...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 26, 20253 min read


Everything is given to us in plain sight
It always begins the same way for me — a phrase, an image, a knowing. A woman was speaking about the 2030 Agenda, describing how society...
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Sep 25, 20256 min read


Two Healers
Its such a beautiful feeling, the moment two healers meet in true equality. Not teacher and student. Not giver and receiver. But two...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 23, 20252 min read


Don't fear the cycles
Your Soul Doesn’t Repeat, It Spirals We hear a lot about cycles in astrology. The Saturn return. The Mercury retrograde. Those big,...
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Sep 20, 20254 min read


Did we ever stop being a child?
I’m watching a drama currently. A lady's husband is missing, and in one quiet scene she’s curled up in bed, spooning ice cream straight...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 17, 20252 min read


Start asking where
A Manifesto for the Awakening --- I. Prologue: The Curtain Call We are not free. We are scripted. From the moment we arrive in this...
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Sep 15, 20257 min read


Why not say yes?
Remember being younger, before life became heavy with responsibilities? Saying yes was utterly thrilling! Just a simple yes. For a long...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 14, 20252 min read


When the Body Holds the Balance
Masculine, Feminine, and the Language of Dis-ease I’ve been piecing together the puzzle of my body for years, and only recently do I feel...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 13, 20254 min read


Love is blind? Or are we?
We’re all familiar with the phrase “love is blind.” It’s one of those sayings that slips off the tongue easily, carrying a quiet weight...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 11, 20253 min read


The Hidden Work
I’ve written before about the healer’s hangover — that foggy, drained feeling that comes after deep energetic work. But lately, I’ve been...
rhiannatodd85
Sep 10, 20255 min read
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