The complete package

In the space of just a couple of days, I cleared two very different loves from my energy field. One was the drastic, painful kind of ending — the kind that cracks you open so you can rebuild. The other was calm and mutual, from my perspective, releasing with gentleness and leaving room for friendship.

Two extremes. Two lessons. Two forms of closure.

And when polarity clears like that, it often means the universe is preparing something new — not another extreme, but integration. The complete package.

So I pulled some cards to ask: what is the universe cooking up?

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Who (or what) is the universe preparing me for?

The World 🌍

Completion. Integration. This isn’t another half-lesson disguised as love — this is the whole picture. The partner who arrives after cycles close, not to repeat them, but to begin something new.

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What qualities will this love carry?

The Emperor, Eight of Pentacles, The Empress 👑✨

Balance. Structure and softness. Effort and ease. This is the union of divine masculine and divine feminine, expressed through a relationship where both people are willing to put in the work. It isn’t rushed or chaotic — it’s crafted, like a piece of art. A love that values growth, nourishment, and devotion.

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What lesson will it come to affirm (not repeat)?

Judgment + Four of Pentacles

This connection will affirm my ability to choose differently. To answer the higher call of love without clutching or controlling out of fear. Where once I gripped to feel safe, now I’ll learn to trust. This love will stand steady enough to show me: I don’t need to hold on tight to avoid loss.

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What guidance do I need while I wait?

Page of Cups 💕

Stay soft. Stay curious. Keep the heart playful and the imagination alive. This is not a season to force maturity onto love before it arrives — it will grow naturally into depth when the time is right. My job is simply to remain loyal to my own heart, receptive to the signs, open to wonder.

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The Message

The universe is preparing me for the “complete package” — not just passion or peace, but both. Not just catalyst or comfort, but integration. The love that mirrors the work I’ve done and the wholeness I’ve chosen.

And until it arrives, my role is simple: stay soft, stay sovereign, stay open.

I can feel it in my body, but I can also see it in my space. My outer world is reflecting my inner world in a way that feels almost poetic.

The sofa bed is gone, carried out the door this morning. It once represented “making do,” a temporary comfort, a halfway home. Its absence leaves a gap, but not an empty one — it’s a space in waiting, a container cleared for the sofa I’ve chosen, one that truly fits. Just like my heart.

On the wall, the mirror now reflects the monstera, doubling the presence of growth and reminding me that what I nurture in myself multiplies back at me. The Buddha beneath it grounds the space, offering stillness and spiritual presence right where life plays out — a visual anchor of peace. And hidden behind the plant’s leaves, another Buddha watches over the social space — a quiet guardian of connection and community.

That table and chairs carry their own story. It’s where my mum comes in the evenings to share wine, nibbles, and tarot cards. It’s where Seb will sit to do his homework. One day, maybe it will host a Valentine’s meal with someone who belongs in my future. And during the week, it will double as my writing desk — the place where creations take form. It’s a communal anchor, a creative station, a hearth of sorts. And its presence strengthens the symbolism of that bare light bulb above: the light is already switched on, even if the scene is still being set.

Then there’s my mother herself. She has become the embodiment of nurture in this chapter — the soul-deep hugs, the Friday night treats, the quiet ways she supports my rebuilding. She arrives with groceries and love, with her laughter and her Hoover, keeping clutter (both physical and emotional) at bay while I strengthen again. She has been the support I once looked for elsewhere — now arriving right where it belongs.

And she notices. Twice now, she has told me how well I look. Not when I’ve been dressed up, not when I’ve curated the moment, but when my makeup is half-worn and my hair hasn’t seen a brush in hours. She sees what is shifting inside me and reflects it back: the glow is returning, the inside radiating out.

My eldest son has stepped into this space too. The baby I once nurtured is now hanging mirrors and Buddhas on my walls with pride. Nearly twenty now, he’s become a support not just for me, but for his youngest brother — guiding, protecting, pulling him out of scrapes. When he was little, he was my teammate, my little best mate. As he grew, time and distance stretched us, but the love never faded. Now, in this chapter, he returns not just as my son, but as a man — offering unconditional love and support in a way every mother dreams of.

When things leave your world — and I’ve surrendered fully to retrogrades and Moldavite doing their work — I trust without question that the space is being made for what is meant to stay.

The past few months have stripped me bare with the exception of a handful of people, but in doing so, they’ve allowed my family to regroup and blossom. We may be missing a couple, but divine timing will bring them back when their path leads them home.

The outer world absolutely mirrors the inner.

The stage is set. The glow has begun.

The space has been made.

I glanced at the time as I completed this writing and it was 19:19.

As a lover of synchronicities, I had to research the meaning. .

19:19 ✨ A powerful mirror number — it carries the energy of cycles completing and new pathways forming.

1: independence, beginnings, stepping into your own power.

9: endings, wisdom, lessons integrated.

Seeing it doubled suggests you’re closing out a major soul chapter while simultaneously being guided to stand firmly in your sovereignty. It’s reassurance that the endings you’ve just walked through are clearing the way for the “new” — and that you’re aligned in trusting the process.

It’s also a reminder that you’re supported. Your guides are nodding: you’re exactly where you need to be.